Showing posts with label time. Show all posts
Showing posts with label time. Show all posts

Sunday, April 17, 2016

finding time and Milton Glaser

hello everyone!
Here we are, 8pm on a Sunday night -
and I am in weekend mode
as long as I can stretch it. :)
The weather was beautiful today...
sunny and about 18C (65F)
which is nicer than it's been in a while.
No more snow at least
and the days are getting longer & warmer.
I sat outside today
with a coffee and a good book
and stayed there till late afternoon.
I washed some clothes
and hung them outside -
something my grandmother loved to do,
and my mother loved to do,
and now I love to do.
Then I made spaghetti sauce
so i didn't spend the entire day
on my ass
but i could have, easily. :)
I've felt this strange distance
from drawing these days.
When I do draw, it's done quickly
and with less patience it seems.
I've been writing a bit more than drawing
but even that - I am finding little time for these days.
Whenever I start working again,
it always takes me a little while
to adjust & find my groove.
To feel like myself again.
I always feel lost in those
first few days/weeks.
I usually paint a lot less
and write a lot more.
Then I start squeezing in a sketch
here and there
and by the time week 4 or 5 rolls in,
i'm doing what makes me happy
at least some of the time
during the course of a day.
It is difficult for me
to be in a social setting all day,
where there is rarely a quiet hour
during the day.
Sometimes, I get home
and i feel exhausted.
Like I've physically worked hard all day.
Being around people who talk a lot
(and usually say little)
drains my energy.
So that's when things like
yoga
or books
or a hot bath
or mint tea
or a nice walk
or a good Netflix movie
come in handy.
All of these things
save my sanity
and honestly -
compared to last year at this time,
i am in good shape.
We're not always able
to find what fuels us
and some of us know what we need
but it's just not attainable
for whatever reason
when we most need it.
My heart goes out to those people.
Those who run on adrenaline.
Or on fumes.
Neither is good
and if you are one of those people,
know that there are better days ahead.
Mom came from a family
of 13 children.
There had to be many moments
in my grandmother's life
where she was in desperate need
of a hot bath
or a quiet cup of tea
or an afternoon nap -
and she instead
had to feed the children
or bake bread
or mend the torn 
and tattered clothing.
I am in awe of such women.
Me, mom, and my sick little brother Ricky.
I was about 5 or 6. 

On another note,
I picked up this cute little book
the other day at the 2nd hand book store.
I am a sucker for books with visuals. :)
 This little doodle/logo page
brought me back to my college days 
when i studied graphic design.
I am more grateful now than ever
that I chose this for my career.
We don't often think of it,
but we are surrounded with art & design.
Packaging.
Posters.
Billboards.
Book covers.
The newspaper.
Your furniture.
Your fridge.
Your car.
Your clothes.
A good designer knows
that it's not only about how it looks,
but it's about what it communicates
and how it makes you feel.
Here's little video (6 min)
on one of my favorite designers,
Milton Glaser -
about art
and design
and love of life.
Happy week everyone!
Thanks for being here.
xx

Thursday, May 2, 2013

old paintings, new jobs, and music

hello friends.
I've missed you all.

i am posting this very quickly tonight
to let you all know i'm still alive...

lots of changes for me here lately...

After days and nights of thinking about it,
and writing about it, and analyzing and discussing...
i finally made the decision to get myself a job outside the home.

So now, there's much less time to make art (and blog!)


After 8 years of working alone in my studio at home
doing a combination of graphic design, illustration, and art...
I needed a change.

There's truth to the saying:
too much of a good thing isn't always good.

It's certainly an adjustment for me,
but I know i've made the right decision.

And it's a temporary position (until September)...
something else i find very comforting. 


I suspect i'll be a crazy woman with the paints on the weekend,
so brace yourself for another post come Sunday. (giggle...)

You know that feeling when you really wanna do something,
and you can't because you just don't have the time,
so you store that extra little "wanting" inside
until you get the chance to unleash it?

Yeah, that's how i'm feeling right now about art. 

These are all old paintings of mine...

The one on the left is a dry pastel painting i did of my son when he was young...

and the one on the right is an acrylic painting on canvas of my father in law,
helping us plant potatoes in our garden. 

He lived till the ripe old age of 99...

I have a ton of old paintings hanging around the house
that i'd love to set free soon.

i don't like hanging on to paintings,
and several of these have been with me far too long now.

Not sure how i'm going to do it,
but i'm feeling the need to clear space
so i can make room for more. :-)
I'll let you all know what i decide to do with them.

I plan on catching up with your blogs this weekend.
eeeeeeeeeeek!! i can't wait!

I'll be back this weekend sometime.
Hoping you're all keeping your heads above the water.


A few videos for you...(that i may, or may not have already posted!?)
(Sia has ants in her pants, but i love her)

love and lollipops... xox

a beautiful song by Don Mclean with the wonderful paintings of Van Gogh

the fabulous Mariza... 
the first time i heard this song on the radio,
i had to pull over the car so i could catch my breath
and cry without having an accident. ;-)

i have no idea what she's singing about,
but it doesn't matter, does it?
Music touches the heart
without language.


...and the lovely Sia...
unable to sit still for more than 10 seconds. ;-)


and Coldplay... 
not sure why this song makes me feel good,
but it always does.


Wednesday, November 30, 2011

collage - AEDM day 30 !

 

began with a little collage & blue paint...


 

a little more collage & added paint, and there you have it.


I thought i might have something extraordinary to share on this last day (sigh...) of AEDM, but alas, it wasn't meant to be. :-) I plan on continuing to follow most of you anyway, so it's all good and hopefully, some of you will visit now & then as well...

When i first began to blog, it was to become more comfortable with showing & sharing my art. I've never been a "hey!! Look what i can do!!" kinda gal. So it wasn't always comfortable for me to share my work. Blogging not only got me more comfortable, but it also gave me some wonderful connections with other like-minded creative souls out there. I'm so grateful for this.

The feedback we get by blogging is invaluable & I'm slowly realizing that we all need the occasional pat on the back. Regardless of how old (or young) you are, it's still good to get that gold star on the top of your page, isn't it? There's something to be said about creating something that makes others smile, or touches them somehow. Or even something that makes us smile.

Whenever i start questioning "why" i make art, i quickly find the answer. Because it makes me happy. Period. It's no more complicated than that. I'm not one of these tortured artists' whose soul is unsettled & stormy. Well, ok, my soul may be stormy at times, but ART is what helps me pull through. Always. Art & music.

I wish you all inspired, creative journeys.
xoxo

Monday, September 19, 2011

last night


Here's last nights' work - about 30 minutes worth. That's really all it takes. And obviously, one doesn't need a fancy shmancy art studio. A little space, a few paints, markers, paper, and you're good to go. We usually have far more time than we think - far more ability - far more to offer the world.

For all the artists out there, find a few minutes in the day to paint something or write something or play something on your guitar. Tonight, instead of planting yourself on the couch in front of the TV, sketch something - even if it's small. It may inspire you (or others) to do more. We need more artists & poets & musicians in the world. Don't wait till you have more time. You never will.